So I’ve been a nasty little shit since after Christmas. I’ll spare you the awful details but basically things haven’t been as good as I’d hope for them to be. A lot of thinking happened over the past couple of days and I think I’m ready to be done with it. I wish I could blame it on all the hormones or just being a woman in general but I can’t. I know I’m just plain crazy & have been in my head for longer than usual (although honestly some of my reservations are legit concerns).
Poor C had to deal with my unbearable self and he’s trying but it’s tough when you hear the same annoying shit everyday. So I’m going to tone it down a notch, schedule an appointment with my shrink (and tell him what kind of hole I’ve been in) & give this another shot.
It starts tomorrow. Good vibe in, negative energy out.
Happy New Year!